Lepas je post entri semalam tu, aku pun terus siap2 nak balik. Otw nak g car park, hp bunyi. Guess who?!!
Dia! Hahaha.. Tulah yang selalu terjadi. Bila aku da mula down, buat luahan perasaan tiba2 je muncul macam tu. Selalu. So jumpa jap sebelum balik TPG. Tapi aku tak jadi balik pun. Arini baru balik.
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My 2nd mission for 2008 rasanya macam xberjaya untuk dilaksanakan. Walaupun masih ada few hours to change my mind and almost 24 hours to prepare everything... no lah, i think i cant make it. i have my own reasons dat make me feel so.. like what eh? mm, berat hati [kot] nak pergi. Afraid of rejection?? Hmm, yang itu no doubt. So people, dis is who i am.. dis is really me. Low self esteem. Unpredictable. Plus i didn't get fully support from my u-know-who. Rasa demotivated sikit. The most important person in my life have said that it was not a gud idea. Schedule clash n bla bla bla.. But after some explaination.. He sounds kewl n said, "if u say so n ur really wanna go then just go n give a try. i tak nak la nanti one day u salahkan i pulak.." Hu~ as simple as that! Ahaha.. tapi aku tau. Pandai eh manipulate statements, strictly there was a hidden messages! Aku tau tu...
Aku pun, baru 2,3 hari ni je decided tak pegi. Memang sayang rasanya lepaskan sesuatu yang kita inginkan. Tapi aku fikir aku kan masih ada keinginan yang lain2.. yang lebih memberi kebaikan dan lebih penting mungkin. Think wisely, so then let Him shows me d way i shall follow or where should i go to. Eventhou it's one of my dreams.. i've to let it go. Yeah, it just a dream sayang.. let it away.. ;(
I wanna enjoy my life in a rite way.. I just wanna be happy!
12 comments:
btl ker nak lepas kan pg..tak rasa sayang ker??
Hi Arianna Adrizal.
A beautiful place here!
Excellent post! Nice phot.
Thank you.
have a good weekend
hmmm... tak p interview for cabin crew tu ek... if i were you, if that is what i've been wanting, i'd go and try my luck... if u don't try, u'll never know... rejection might be painful at first, but it'll help you learn to be better...
it's your dream anne, who can say you can't make it a reality? you can, if you put your heart in it and strive...
anyway, i wish you happiness always... *hug*
Setuju dengan komen Encik David Santos. Komen Cik Sastri pun saya setuju juga.
"if u say so n ur really wanna go then just go n give a try. i tak nak la nanti one day u salahkan i pulak.."
=> owhhh..org laki memang terer kalo bab ngeluorkan ayat nak melepaskan tengkuk macam ni.
at the end, kita pulak yang rasa guilty in return.
keji..keji..;p
alahai, sedihnye anne,huhu..teringat janji sy dulu nak blanje anne, jom ar kita kuar sometime..ajak je si kak masy yg rambut dia cam budak kat atas tu,kekekekeke
please be happy! u deserve it :)
hehe entah2 dia bace blog hang dan terus berasa chuak kot. ;p.
camana nk buat rambut cam budak tu haa?
neh pasal interbiu tu ke anne? nape tak try je? :(
sya xtahu nk ckp camner..but i knew..how your feeling righ now..insya'allah mesti ade sesuatu yg lebih baik utk digantikn-Nya pd awk..:)
p/s:acai sila masukkn 'nama' sya tuk sesi 'berblanje' skali ek ;p*joking jerk acai!
ala anne...
hawatnya hang x pi...
aku da letak da anak aku dlm baldi kasi nyorok,hang x pi lak...**ayat tipu**
if u know u want something badly,y dun u jez go for it??maybe that "he" not letting u go for some reason that he's hiding from u..who knows.. :D **ayat setan**
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