at one time i feel so excited. later then i am having second thoughts.. i am scared i have made wrong decision.  i am really scared the fact that i am not the same person anymore.

i am so depress. i hope u tak datang cari i.  i wish u tak payah balik sini lagi dah.  cause i dont have strengh to tell u everything rite to ur face.  i miss u but i dont want u.  pls leave.