Looking forward to a New Year, anyone?

Terasa terpanggil nak update.
No specific reasons.  Cuma rasa nak update je.
Life macam biasa. Masih macamni. Macamni *tunjuk diri sendiri* Haha.
I can say life is all about work. Selagi tak kawin takde anak, inilah masa to build career kan.
Cakap macam career woman sangat haha! But Frankly i like my job. I love new things.  I love challenge. And i love it when people acknowledged my work.
Tapi biasala mesti ada ups and down. There was a time i had this rasa putus asa nak bekerja.  Once. Maybe twice. Hu.
Tapi bila tengah semangat macam ni suddenly u see other people rasa nak putus asa, i cant deny that i feel awkward. Orang macam aku ni macam span. Terutama negative aura, cepattt je meresap.
Which is not good at all.
Baru nak rasa 'engine-on' dan nak press-press sikit terus rasa takde mood.
How to start a new year with a good spirit kalau hanya diri sendiri yang rasa excited?
I feel them. Esp kawan kawan yang rasa keja bagai nak mati tapi masih tak mampu bayar rumah.
Sangat kecewa kan.
Hmm aku dah kata aku ni macam span, now i feel sad.  Haishh.
Change topic!!
Tak sabar nak tunggu Friday.  Macam mana agaknya reward tahun ni. Not expecting much probably lebih kurang last year. Cuma i think i've done great this year *tepuk bahu sendiri* and yaa.. reward comes second.  Self satisfaction it is.
Next year will be tough. In many sense. Bertabahlah Anne! Fightinggg!! :)