Tuesday, August 29, 2006

i don't want to talk..

Balik dari hospital tengahari tadi, aku mula melancarkan mogok. Mogok tak mau bercakap! Terus-terusan mengadap komputer, buat kerja. Bila orang tegur, "eh, camana tadi? doc kata apa?..". Aku diam. Sepatah tak jawab. Semua orang terdiam, hairan barangkali. Tak lama lepas tu boz datang. "macamana 2005 punya file tu, u..". Belum pun habis cakap aku terus potong, "nanti i pegi tempat u." *skali macam aku pulak yang boz..* Semua orang masih diam. Pandang aku tak berkelip. Tiba-tiba datang kak Cida entah dari mana. Dipeluknya bahu aku dari belakang. "adik.. doc cakap apa tadi?". Aku terus angkat tangan macam nak baca ikrar. "Saya tak nak cerita pasal ni.." Kak Cida diam. "kenapa ni?..", perlahan suaranya. Aku diam terus. Cuma............. air mata saja yang jatuh. Setitik.. dua titik!

# Hari ini aku benar-benar hilang kesabaran.. mmm..

..we should not let time slip thru our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. if we die tomorrow, the company dat we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. but the family and frens we leave behind will feel the lost of the rest of their lives. and come to thinks of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family. an unwise investment indeed!

  • F ~ ather
  • A ~ nd
  • M ~ other
  • I ~
  • L ~ ove
  • Y ~ ou

# love is like butterfly.. the more u chase it, the more it eludes u. but if u just let it fly.. it will come to u when u least expect it.. so take ur time to choose the best.

19 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hmmm..nak tanye what happened pun..obviously u don't wanna talk about it...so, have a rest and take care..be cool ;)

kingbinjai said...

setiap ujian itu, sambutlah dengan kesabaran kelak satu berita gembira bakal diperolehi

Semut Api said...

Salam..
Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.

...be strong.

arianna adrizal said...

nd,king & deanz,
thanks for ya concern, appreciate it. just need sum time utk berhibernasi..

blackpurple @ jowopinter said...
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blackpurple @ jowopinter said...

diam dan sabar..
sabar dan diam..

Anonymous said...

ermm..naper awk?...ermm pe2 pn just byk bersabaq k..

Anonymous said...

kite makan dlu :p

Acaii Jawe said...

wak,nape marah2 camtu..hehe..sian kengkawan yg lain tau..:) cheer up mates...merdeka buat pe smlm...?

arianna adrizal said...

BP,
betul!

kurzz,
sy takmo ckp apa2 ms tgh marah. takut terkeluar perkataan2 yg tak sepattnya. org kata sbb mulut badan binasa..

anonymous,
hu~ mkn jom!

acai,
sy tgh tahan marah dr kuar. sy tak marah lg cuma mungkin serius sket jelah..

malam merdeka sy kat rumah je. tgk bunga api kat tv. hari merdeka pulak, sy memerdekakan diri kat rumah.. berehat puas2.

Anonymous said...

meh meh tgk gambar fireworks yg saya amik kat Putrajaya.. http://irwandy.fotopages.com :D

semoga bunga api tu dpt menceriakan anda..hahahhaa :P

Nashrex said...

marah2 arr plak...
saboo

Masy said...

akak doakan anne slmt arinie ok! jgn nebes tau..jgn takot..akak ade kat sini, sentiasa doakan kesejahteraan adik akk yg baek ni..dah..dah takmo nanes..kang akak pon nanges gak..
(^_^)

*hugs*

Anonymous said...

:D

ramai yg concern

selamats.

Anonymous said...

senyum saja

Acaii Jawe said...

morning anne..dah sihat lum nih..dah gi keje bagitau yek:) hv a rest mates..*smile..

Masy said...

psstt anne kata dpt mc smpi rabu..hihi nak tgk mate dia meh sini..heheheh

Anonymous said...

went to see the doctor and refuse to say anything about it?that sounds rather familiar.like most people who reads ur postings,i also have mixed up theories in mind,but then again thats the freedom of the mind.anyway good luck from me,im not judging or anything,but when one is in a big predicament,turning to god might just be the best way.again,good luck

arianna adrizal said...

nd,
orait! sat g sy pi tgk :)

nash,
da tak marah daa..

akak,
mekasihhh.. alhamdulillah semuanya ok. thanks sbb doakan sy eh :)
*hugs akak jugak*

nnti sy upload gambo mate eh ;)

azim,
yup. appreciate sgt2! :)

darkz,
cuba nk senyum tp muka masih sakit lagi.

acai,
moning! da masuk keje arini. sok cuti blk. saje nk tgk urgent2 things. thanks :)

kure2,
itulah.. i don't blame people for dat kinda reaction or misjudgement ke.. coz i might be "over-react" lah kot.. *sori eh kawan2 :)* but i take it as a positive responsd. dan alhamdulillah, sy dlm proses utk kembali sembuh. thank ya! :)

Hello, once again~

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